'I'm A Female And I'm A Veteran ... Those 2 Things Are Not Mutually Exclusive'

Feb 27, 2016

When the military opens front-line combat roles to women soldiers — across all branches — in April, it will mark the culmination of a years-long process, which was often subject both to consternation and controversy. It will also mark a historic first for a female service members, many of whom enlisted decades ago in a very different kind of military.

Among those women is Capt. Margie Finlay, who first enlisted in 1973.

"There wasn't a whole lot of the physical stuff, the actual war fighting stuff that guys did. We did not fire guns, we didn't go out and do an obstacle course or anything like that," she tells her son, Nathan, on a visit with StoryCorps.

"We actually had classes where they would bring in ladies that did makeup and hair, and we would practice how to dial a phone with a pencil. I remember sitting there looking at all of us thinking, 'This is kind of silly.' I wanted to get out there and shoot a gun," she laughs. "I wanted to go in the dirt, but we weren't allowed to."

When Finlay got pregnant, she says she needed the signature of Nathan's father if she wanted to stay in the military — a signature he wouldn't give her.

"No mother of my children is going to wear combat boots," he told her, as Finlay recalls.

"And I remember crying and begging him to sign the paper. The sergeant that was there processing said I can't let you stay in — your husband won't sign the permission slip," she says.

Without the permission slip, she couldn't stay in the force. It made her feel "kind of worthless, in a way," Finlay says. "But I always missed it. I enjoyed the military — I did. So, I rejoined in September of 1993."

She divorced her husband in 1996. Today, she's a captain in the Air National Guard.

At around the same time Finlay rejoined the military, Denise Clancy joined the Navy.

"We have over 200 years of military service in my family," Clancy tells her husband, Shane, on a separate visit with StoryCorps. "When I made that decision and I called my grandfather, he cried. He had six grandkids, and even though I wasn't a boy, I was the only one that signed up."

When she joined the U.S.S. Enterprise, she found just a small number of women on the ship — "and it was terrifying," she says.

It wasn't uncommon for the men on board to make hostile and sexual comments to the women. The situation got so bad at nights, in fact, that her senior chief mandated that she be accompanied by a man whenever she left her workspace. That was how she met her husband, Shane.

But, even years later, she still sometimes found she was on the receiving end of disparaging comments from her own husband.

"I don't think I realized until after I was out and having our girls and trying to raise strong women — and hearing you say to me sometimes in front of them, 'Well, yeah, but you weren't in the real Navy' — I don't think that you had understood how our girls could perceive that," she tells him.

"I mean, that was wrong," he answers.

Even with things as small as Veterans Day discounts, Denise Clancy says slights such as these persist. She finds that waiters will offer her husband the discounted rate and rarely consider that she, too, could be a veteran.

Yet, when asked what advice she'd offer a woman following in her footsteps, putting on a uniform for the first time, Clancy says she'd leave her with some simple, strong language.

"To be proud of her service, and to not be afraid to say, 'I'm a female and I'm a veteran. And those two things are not mutually exclusive.' "

Audio produced for Weekend Edition by Von Diaz.

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LOURDES GARCIA-NAVARRO, HOST:

Something momentous is about to happen in the American military. In April, the Pentagon is requiring all branches to open combat jobs to women. This is a first, and a big change. Today, we'll hear stories from two women who took part in the StoryCorps Military Voices Initiative. Back in 1973, when Captain Margie Finlay first enlisted, she entered a very different military. She talked with her son Nathan about her early years in the service.

MARGIE FINLAY: There wasn't a whole lot of the physical stuff - the actual war-fighting stuff that guys did. We did not fire guns. We didn't go out and do an obstacle course or anything like. We actually had classes where they would bring in ladies that did make-up and hair. And we would practice how to dial a phone with a pencil. So I remember sitting there looking at all of us, thinking, this is kind of silly. I wanted to get out there and shoot a gun. I wanted to go into the dirt. But we weren't allowed to.

NATHAN FINLAY: What happened after you got pregnant?

M. FINLAY: You know, your dad - I needed his signature on a piece of paper to allow me to stay in. He turned around, looked at me and said, no mother of my children is going to wear combat boots. And I remember crying and begging him to sign the paper. The Sergeant that was there processing said, I can't let you stay in; your husband won't sign the permission slip.

N. FINLAY: How did that make you feel?

M. FINLAY: Kind of worthless, in a way. But I always missed it. I enjoyed the military. I did. So I rejoined in September 1993.

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GARCIA-NAVARRO: A few years later, she divorced her husband, and today, she is a captain in the Air National Guard. At around the same time that Captain Finlay rejoined the military, Denise Clancy joined the Navy. Here, she talks to her husband Shane.

DENISE CLANCY: We have over 200 years of military service in my family. And when I made that decision and I called my grandfather, he cried. He had six grandkids, and even though I wasn't a boy, I was the only one that signed up. And I went to the U.S.S. Enterprise, where I met you. But they was such a small amount of women on the ship. And it was terrifying.

SHANE CLANCY: While we were out there, men, including me, would make comments. And I'd like to think we didn't realize what our behavior was doing.

D. CLANCY: I remember getting to know you because my senior chief had said that I wasn't allowed to leave the workspace without you because there was somebody that was walking the halls in the middle of the night sexually harassing the women that were on board. And that was tough. But I don't think I realized that until after I was out and having our girls and trying to raise strong women and hearing you say to me sometimes in front of them, well, yeah, but you weren't in the real Navy. I don't think that you'd even understood how our girls could perceive that.

S. CLANCY: I mean, that was wrong.

D. CLANCY: Even going out to dinner on Veteran's Day, we'll go someplace that's having a, you know, 10 percent discount for veterans. And they always offer it to you and never think about offering it to me.

S. CLANCY: They just assume I'm the veteran.

D. CLANCY: Yes.

S. CLANCY: So if you're talking to a woman who's in her first day out of uniform, what advice do you give her?

D. CLANCY: To be proud of her service and to not be afraid to say, I'm a female and I'm a veteran, and those two things are not mutually exclusive.

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GARCIA-NAVARRO: Voices from the StoryCorps Military Voices Initiative, recording stories with servicemembers and their families. You can hear more on the StoryCorps podcast. Get it at npr.org. Transcript provided by NPR, Copyright NPR.